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Life again has brought me to the door...
That opens to the fear i have felt before...
The pain that stays so deep inside...
No longer has a place to hide...

It haunts my every breath and thought...
My heart is broken,and feeling wrought...
Over recurring memories of cruelty past...
And guilt of weakness that seems to last...

The days that creep by me one by one...
Are like footsteps that have no place to run...
To turn my back on a shattered heart...
To feign the courage for a brand new start...

To begin anew,as if nothing happened...
The flood of hurts that wells up in me...
Is so hard to show for others to see...
Sometime i hope that someone i trust will care...
To lift me up and heal,what they find...
Left of an aching soul and a crying mind...

Good Night...