Damn d lar = =

Damn d lar = =
I juz wan go out because of bad m0od.
Wan to relieve stress.
But why none of my fren willing to accompany oh = =
Haish!
Bad mood dou sei!!
So many excuses.
If dowan go jiu say dowan go!
Don waste my time ask 7 ask 8..
Better all diam 7 = =

Bad Mood..
Bad Mood..

I'm Back = =

I'm back le = =
Damn lo..sure alot things nid to do..
I think i will edit my blog daily le bahx..
Alot of things happen..
And i cant tell anyone..
Pressure Stress = =
Ah wadeva la i don care = =!

__! h4†3__

i hate u..
i hate u all..
i hate my school..
i hate my parents..
i hate my surroundings..
why does it always my wrong..
why do i always get the blame..
i know im different from u all..
but please..
im also human..
treat me wid rights..
i hav my life to go on also..
same like u all..
i know wat u all did but i just don care bout it..
im tired of all this..
im tired being a good guy..
what u all want to do..
is none of my business now..
nothing can last forever..
i lost my love..
i lost my friendship..
i lost my hope in life..
i had enough..
everything is my wrong..
whenever anything happen u all blame it on me..
did u all ever think bout my feeling?
NO..
did u all ever think what cause me like dis?
NO..
all u think is im easy to bully..
all u think is im easy to play..
im tired..
now i just wan to say thanks and gratitude to those..
who trust me who always be by my side..
for those backstabber..
please fuck off from my life..
i had enuf..

Truely My Feelings....

__3pp! d4y__

LOL 2day so eppi ahh~~2day go babi ah mei house coz wan do geo folio~before go i go layang eat vegetarian 1st de~
den after dat mii and nard go find babi ah mei house..turn lai turn qu baru find dao..
haha juz now babi ah mei house outside hang alot clothes(i tink her ah ma de bahx..so "in"~)..
den we go in lo..we go ah mei de room..its so...MESSY =.=!!MESSY DAO!!!
den we see dao ah bao~~si huey and edmund~~hehe so miss them ahh~~can see dao them le~~
den nard and edmund gao zi bi lo..haix haix..don knw wats wrong ahh..don wan 2 knw also~
after dat i do my folio lo..i finish le mii edmund and nard dcide go bukit indah buy donut for them~
coz they say they hungry =.=..poor us ahh..so hot dat time..den we nid to walk lo..haix haix..
babi mei mei...say vry far LOL..we 10-15 minutes can reach there le lo~~pro mou???
haha so hot den after when we reach there we terus go in~~ZOMG IT WAS LIKE PARADISE~~so cold~~hehe
den edmund go buy his ring sin..den when we goin up we saw dao the leng lui~~leng dao~
hehe she greet me nehx~~and smile to mii~~fly to heaven le la~after dat we go dragon silver buy ring...
zzz dat lc gurl again =.=..den we decided go back down to buy donuts at big apple~
we bought 2 dozens which make dat donut guy go like O_0 so surprised haha~coz we oli 3 ppl~
den we go back lo..haha we use taxi come back coz too hot jor~we sampai le at babi ah mei house~
they all greet us...for the donuts =.=...den we eat the donuts lo...zzz babi ah mei eat until..
her whole mouth full of chocolate and so teeth so black wakakaka so funny~~like witch~~
we cnt finish the donuts so ah bao decided to take bck home...den we go back ah mei room...
den we all play wid ah mei wig~~haha ah bao wear so funny~~haha like "something" ahh~~
pai seh pai seh i cnt say promise ad~~when we play time flies lo~den i ask my pa cum fetch mii~~
my pa fetch mii edmund and nard..den mii sampai home d so tired lo..so i go bath and eat..den take a rest..den come write dis lo~~hehe well i nid go do smth le buhbyez..love euu all~

__..h4!x..__

Life again has brought me to the door...
That opens to the fear i have felt before...
The pain that stays so deep inside...
No longer has a place to hide...

It haunts my every breath and thought...
My heart is broken,and feeling wrought...
Over recurring memories of cruelty past...
And guilt of weakness that seems to last...

The days that creep by me one by one...
Are like footsteps that have no place to run...
To turn my back on a shattered heart...
To feign the courage for a brand new start...

To begin anew,as if nothing happened...
The flood of hurts that wells up in me...
Is so hard to show for others to see...
Sometime i hope that someone i trust will care...
To lift me up and heal,what they find...
Left of an aching soul and a crying mind...

Good Night...

__Br0k3n h3aR†__

Br0k3n h3aRt . . .

I will never forget the days we once had..
The days when you were everything to me..
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever..
But now I realize that was all a big dream..
The feelings I have for you will never go..
I wish I could take back that one regretful day..
The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms..
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets..
That I would once have to live through..
The sight of you in someone else's arms..
Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces..
I sometimes wonder if you still think of me..
Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd..
I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back..
But for now, I'll sit here silently..
Remembering all the memories we once shared..
Everyday my love grows much stronger..
Hoping that one day you will feel the same..
And put back the pieces of my broken heart..
I will only wait for u..your the only 1..
I Love You....

__d4m s4d d3!!!o0o__

2day dam sad de lo dam dam dam sad de lo!!!go school..alot bad things happen T^T cry die ad ahh!!at 1st we get back to class after the daily assembly...its was like everything was ok >< I GOT 56 FOR MY BM WDF?!!!omg i wan sei le lorx ><...den pn soh masuk our class...dats when our nite mare begin...WHOLE CLASS CHANGE POSITION OF SEAT AHH!!!cry die ahh cry die ahh T^T!!dat fatty bitch better don over lo...new to our school de..ma hai de o0o..haix but nwm la we sit on our own seat lo and we cant do anything also coz~~WE RESPECT TEACHER!!hehe ><..after dat everything goes on well lo..den joey and esther argue i tink =.=...JJ also bad moood lo...=.= all so emo 2day don knw wats wrong...nobody peii mii play T^T cry die le lo.....so proud also 2day ~~~hehe coz im the only B in our class for MATHS!!all get A haha..nwm la~~i like bein ganjil~~den sivik lo...T^T i hate cobra!!!!!!!!!!dam her dam her!!!!!!haix cant ponteng ad...pn soh ahh pn soh...i cant go peii my qing ai ah jie le!!cry die cry die T^T...so sry ah jie...always lurb euu de don worry...><.. after our sivik nard and ray come my house to eat...they bring their own food(aiyo rich ppl mah...don like my food de T^T..)..hahahaha~~den we all eat so song lo..den go school..raining T^T so sad..2day atmosphere also vry sad...don knw y la 2day...so sad de day haha..den we go library.. perpustakawan~~><..den we saw MSN come haha we talk until so "high"~~after dat we decided go walk walk yi xia at petang de session see got leng lui bo~LOL giv pn ee niao ><...hair so long ad ahhh~~baju also like dat ad ahh~~haha..sry pn ee dis is mii~~bobian~~ den we walk here walk there...den balik library lo...den smth rly rly beh song de...WDH!!MY RING GONE!!!so pek chek dat time den keep find and find...wah lao cry die la!!!dat ring show our brother de!!how can i lose it!!T^T ahhh...if i knw who steal dat ring hor..i aluba dat ppl 99 lo...ma de...cry die ahhh T^T..hand so banyak go steal my thing..mii is who knw bo!!zzz...den they all say aiyo nwm la nwm la...haix den i go back...terus nid get ready for ttn le...so hungry !!T^T!!haix bo bian lor..so i go ttn sin come back baru eat lorhx...go ttn learn reproduction...it aint the same as i tink..sienx de nehx..maybe too misss sum1 le bahx ><...den i nearly nodded off..dat indian teacher too black liao see dao also wan sleep le...dark dark de like my room when close light ^^...den finish jor i balik rumah eat lor...so siok ahh~~come back jor on pc..den do dis post lo..haix 2day real sad ahh..but nwm~always be optimistic~2moro will be better i knw de~~well i now go play game le..ok la lurb euu all ahh~~cheerio tata~~hav a nice nite~~nite nite..buhbyez..