__3pp! d4y__

LOL 2day so eppi ahh~~2day go babi ah mei house coz wan do geo folio~before go i go layang eat vegetarian 1st de~
den after dat mii and nard go find babi ah mei house..turn lai turn qu baru find dao..
haha juz now babi ah mei house outside hang alot clothes(i tink her ah ma de bahx..so "in"~)..
den we go in lo..we go ah mei de room..its so...MESSY =.=!!MESSY DAO!!!
den we see dao ah bao~~si huey and edmund~~hehe so miss them ahh~~can see dao them le~~
den nard and edmund gao zi bi lo..haix haix..don knw wats wrong ahh..don wan 2 knw also~
after dat i do my folio lo..i finish le mii edmund and nard dcide go bukit indah buy donut for them~
coz they say they hungry =.=..poor us ahh..so hot dat time..den we nid to walk lo..haix haix..
babi mei mei...say vry far LOL..we 10-15 minutes can reach there le lo~~pro mou???
haha so hot den after when we reach there we terus go in~~ZOMG IT WAS LIKE PARADISE~~so cold~~hehe
den edmund go buy his ring sin..den when we goin up we saw dao the leng lui~~leng dao~
hehe she greet me nehx~~and smile to mii~~fly to heaven le la~after dat we go dragon silver buy ring...
zzz dat lc gurl again =.=..den we decided go back down to buy donuts at big apple~
we bought 2 dozens which make dat donut guy go like O_0 so surprised haha~coz we oli 3 ppl~
den we go back lo..haha we use taxi come back coz too hot jor~we sampai le at babi ah mei house~
they all greet us...for the donuts =.=...den we eat the donuts lo...zzz babi ah mei eat until..
her whole mouth full of chocolate and so teeth so black wakakaka so funny~~like witch~~
we cnt finish the donuts so ah bao decided to take bck home...den we go back ah mei room...
den we all play wid ah mei wig~~haha ah bao wear so funny~~haha like "something" ahh~~
pai seh pai seh i cnt say promise ad~~when we play time flies lo~den i ask my pa cum fetch mii~~
my pa fetch mii edmund and nard..den mii sampai home d so tired lo..so i go bath and eat..den take a rest..den come write dis lo~~hehe well i nid go do smth le buhbyez..love euu all~

__..h4!x..__

Life again has brought me to the door...
That opens to the fear i have felt before...
The pain that stays so deep inside...
No longer has a place to hide...

It haunts my every breath and thought...
My heart is broken,and feeling wrought...
Over recurring memories of cruelty past...
And guilt of weakness that seems to last...

The days that creep by me one by one...
Are like footsteps that have no place to run...
To turn my back on a shattered heart...
To feign the courage for a brand new start...

To begin anew,as if nothing happened...
The flood of hurts that wells up in me...
Is so hard to show for others to see...
Sometime i hope that someone i trust will care...
To lift me up and heal,what they find...
Left of an aching soul and a crying mind...

Good Night...

__Br0k3n h3aR†__

Br0k3n h3aRt . . .

I will never forget the days we once had..
The days when you were everything to me..
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever..
But now I realize that was all a big dream..
The feelings I have for you will never go..
I wish I could take back that one regretful day..
The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms..
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets..
That I would once have to live through..
The sight of you in someone else's arms..
Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces..
I sometimes wonder if you still think of me..
Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd..
I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back..
But for now, I'll sit here silently..
Remembering all the memories we once shared..
Everyday my love grows much stronger..
Hoping that one day you will feel the same..
And put back the pieces of my broken heart..
I will only wait for u..your the only 1..
I Love You....

__d4m s4d d3!!!o0o__

2day dam sad de lo dam dam dam sad de lo!!!go school..alot bad things happen T^T cry die ad ahh!!at 1st we get back to class after the daily assembly...its was like everything was ok >< I GOT 56 FOR MY BM WDF?!!!omg i wan sei le lorx ><...den pn soh masuk our class...dats when our nite mare begin...WHOLE CLASS CHANGE POSITION OF SEAT AHH!!!cry die ahh cry die ahh T^T!!dat fatty bitch better don over lo...new to our school de..ma hai de o0o..haix but nwm la we sit on our own seat lo and we cant do anything also coz~~WE RESPECT TEACHER!!hehe ><..after dat everything goes on well lo..den joey and esther argue i tink =.=...JJ also bad moood lo...=.= all so emo 2day don knw wats wrong...nobody peii mii play T^T cry die le lo.....so proud also 2day ~~~hehe coz im the only B in our class for MATHS!!all get A haha..nwm la~~i like bein ganjil~~den sivik lo...T^T i hate cobra!!!!!!!!!!dam her dam her!!!!!!haix cant ponteng ad...pn soh ahh pn soh...i cant go peii my qing ai ah jie le!!cry die cry die T^T...so sry ah jie...always lurb euu de don worry...><.. after our sivik nard and ray come my house to eat...they bring their own food(aiyo rich ppl mah...don like my food de T^T..)..hahahaha~~den we all eat so song lo..den go school..raining T^T so sad..2day atmosphere also vry sad...don knw y la 2day...so sad de day haha..den we go library.. perpustakawan~~><..den we saw MSN come haha we talk until so "high"~~after dat we decided go walk walk yi xia at petang de session see got leng lui bo~LOL giv pn ee niao ><...hair so long ad ahhh~~baju also like dat ad ahh~~haha..sry pn ee dis is mii~~bobian~~ den we walk here walk there...den balik library lo...den smth rly rly beh song de...WDH!!MY RING GONE!!!so pek chek dat time den keep find and find...wah lao cry die la!!!dat ring show our brother de!!how can i lose it!!T^T ahhh...if i knw who steal dat ring hor..i aluba dat ppl 99 lo...ma de...cry die ahhh T^T..hand so banyak go steal my thing..mii is who knw bo!!zzz...den they all say aiyo nwm la nwm la...haix den i go back...terus nid get ready for ttn le...so hungry !!T^T!!haix bo bian lor..so i go ttn sin come back baru eat lorhx...go ttn learn reproduction...it aint the same as i tink..sienx de nehx..maybe too misss sum1 le bahx ><...den i nearly nodded off..dat indian teacher too black liao see dao also wan sleep le...dark dark de like my room when close light ^^...den finish jor i balik rumah eat lor...so siok ahh~~come back jor on pc..den do dis post lo..haix 2day real sad ahh..but nwm~always be optimistic~2moro will be better i knw de~~well i now go play game le..ok la lurb euu all ahh~~cheerio tata~~hav a nice nite~~nite nite..buhbyez..

__s4d d4y__

T.T cry die le lar..so sad 2day :(...result ooo..dam bad le lo..if mami knw dao waaaa...i see mii no nid use pc jor...cry die ahh!!!T.T..english 80..geo 72..science 72..SEJARAH 60!!siao la T.T...i wan a new phone lar!!!!!!!!!!i wan gud result lar!!!!!!haha bo bian la...no mood study is like dis de la ><...den at school so fun..haha i gao zi bi..so fun..coz all my fren get so gud result T.T mii nia get no gud...so sad lurhx T.T...but nwm la..buck up and next time really study le!!gambateh~
ahh sry la babi mei mei ><..u call mii 20 TIMES AH GOR i dint reply dao juz now at school coz bz talkin wid fren mah..sry sry..kor kor sek leii laaa..den school end le lo...after dat i go back home eat yi xia den go chungky find they all le....because we decided to replace 2day librarian punya tugas coz last week dint go dao coz exam...(i was workin hard to sleep dat day ><..pro mou??)..mii and nard play until so fun hahaha..so song LOL..we 2 gao zi bi~~hehe ><..nice man~~
den our library 2day end earlier coz 2day teacher nid go back home earlier...so we close lo..so all go nard house sin..i see they all play xdo ><..bao ying most pro le lo~~den nard peii bao ying go back sch...tian mi mi wor~~den ray come my house lo..he play xdo den dota jor..LOL dota noob dao sei..still ok la ><..enigma kill 10 den death 2 i tink...aiya aiya lose mii also mah wakakakaka~~when ray go back sch jor...i saw "HER" on9...T.T so miss her..but cant say..so sad..so love her but cant say..so sad..nwm la..juz secretly lo ^^...xi guan ler...chat dao yi ban she go missing jor...haix..how i wanted to call her like last time...how i wish time would juz...go back for a few moments...the moments wer...i can make her eppi...the moments wer...i can hear her laughter...the moments wer i can comfort her when shes sad..but too late le ^^..move on bahx..trying hard to...hard lo :(:(...she say wan go out eat le...T.T how i wish she could peii miii abit longer...how i wish...also no use la..coz...wish never come trues T.T!!nwm la..i still can chat wid her..i contented le...rly contented le...i don nid her to love mii...ok lo dats wat happen 2day lurhx..dowan write le...mood not so gud ><..so okie larhx buhbyez..hav a nice nite u all..88..

__4n0th3r d4y__

yo yo yo~~exam finish lurhx~~stress hilang lurhx(although i don hav i mean all my other frenx wakakaka xD)~~2day ahh..sienx lo..whole day at home wahahaha..peii qing ai ah jie play xdo lurhx~~LOL we 2 so pro 10 rounds we play 10 rounds win haix haix sienx dao ><..den i juz dota lo until nite le...we go out eat~~ZOMG my mom say go danga bay eat...i was like OVER THE MOOON!!!so eppi de dam eppi de!!but i bad mood in car coz I NEED TO SMS TO ALL PPL ASKING WHETHER WAN TO GO OR NOT FOR 2MORO OUTING!!and i was having dis bloodylike headache which pawn mii all the way to danga bay :(:(...when i sampai jor i saw many LENG LUIS~~which make me kinda eppi jor ><..den when i eating alot of ppl spam my phone wid all the sms :( cant eat in peace ahh!!after we eat finish ad we dcided to go back ad...i go back le i chat wid nard and jj in msn..when i ask nard go and check tickets for 2moro he tell mii its all vry late so 2moro outing was cancelled...we decided to postpone it to the oncoming holiday..after dat we went to dota..1st round win dao siao..2nd round lose dao siao :( T.T..well in life theres up and down...dota too~~ well now exam over le~~got alot free time le(eventho exam i also got alot free time xD)~~so any1 wan dota or go out de tell mii k~~i 100% guarantee join u~~___________________P.S : need u all help mii abit :)..i nid suggestions for the oncoming outing~~suggestions for wat movie to watch...i wont blame u for any boring movie i will juz HATE u LOL!!jokin jokin~~so juz suggest wat movie to watch on my cbox over there~~i will check on it everyday~~lurb euu all cheerio~~tata~~(MisS!n s0m3on3!!)

___th3 3nD___

It’s in the eyes..
Where truth can be told..
Many things kept inside..
Of the pain we hold...

It’s in the tears that fall..
So silent, not heard..
When we know we can’t speak..
Through our own words...

It’s a raging war within ourselves..
That keeps us withdrawn..
When guilt builds clutter..
Because love once felt is gone..

It’s found in her shaky voice..
When she tries to explain..
And he refuses to listen...
As he knows it is The End...

But the harsh words...
That she spews her way...
He’s forced to hear
As she lowers him in the decay...

She said it’s all done..
It’s over, the End...
And as much as it hurts..
They can no longer pretend...

Once feelings have gone...
And they won’t reappear...
It’s time to move on...
To a life that’s sincere....

__sHa†t3r3d__

I just wanted to know...
Why you had to go.....
Leaving me on my own...
Always feeling alone...
See, i only asked...
Why i always came last....
Now the words you said....
Are stuck in my head....
It was just a game....
You didn’t feel the same.
You took hold of my heart...
And you ripped it apart...
The pieces are scattered..
My heart is now shattered into pieces..
Which can never be complete again..
Goodbye My Dear...

__Bitt3r bR3aK__

Our love start falling...
when you stop calling....
My tears start running...
when you started acting
funny....

Sadness fill me, and pain..
consume my heart....
This bitter break has took...
my world apart....

Our troubles came, when....
you stated you didn’t feel....
the same....

I knew this bitter break...
would leave me blue, so...
now I’m asking my heart to...
get over you...

Unhappiness is now a fact...
and you have burn me so...
bad I can’t look back...

Just a reflection of you send...
me up a wall...
This bitter break has took my...
all, all the joy and happiness...
that once exist, your love has....
me truly made me sick...

This bitter break is the reason...
my heart won’t heal....
This bitter break has left me...
drowning in tears...
This bitter break has made...
me not want to live...

Since on that day my days were broken up....
Forever Broken Heart...

__†!r3d d4y__

T.T..so tired 2day..dis morning i was woken up wid my mom callin mii coz nard was knockin on my house door ad..asking mii to go play badminton jor..was sleepin so soundly den mom call mii up Y.Y which make mii real sad lo :(...i SLEPT AT 5.35AM!!and WOKEN UP AT 8.30AM!!so tired ahh!!!55...den i take my bath as fast as i could coz i can see nard's infamous IMPATIENT FACE ><..den diao lo we sampai badminton court...they say they cant come LOL so beh song lo..den we tak enuf ppl so we 3 go ewave lo..we spend our time there until 12.00pm lo..gaming gaming gaming ><..after dat mii and nard eat at rosmerah while shun hong walk home(poor shun hong..it was such a hot day 2day..).. after we eat we went to the computer hardware shop to buy a new mouse...nard chosen a laser mouse brand "Famous" LOL I NEVER HEARD BEFORE!!den on the way home...nard was HAO LIAN-ING his NEW MOUSE to mii =.=..we joke on the way back home ><..den my house no ppl Y.Y so i dai at nard house awhile..haha we watch "something" really extraordinary!!(secret secret)..time fly so fast den it was time for my tuition =.=...i hate it there coz......NO LENG LUI!!cry die ahh cry die ahh..i was so tired so i accidentally nodded off at ttn ><..after i finish my ttn we whole family go kipmart eat..dam 2day kipmart so slow the food come o0o i was so famished wan die ler he so slow :(...when i come back home i was so FURIOUS because my father change the position of my "baobei" :(:(:(....haha den he change it back ><..maybe i too bad le ba wahahaha!!2day i did smth extraordinary ><...i edit my blogskin for the 1st time..hahaha tell mii wat u all tink bout it k?tell mii if its ugly ><..thx alot to shi fu coz teach mii last nite!!after i edit i got so bored >< so i do dis post lo..hehe now i nid go play dota jor..mwahxx lurb euu all..hope u all hav a nice nite~~cheerio :)!!tata~~

__b0r!nG d4y__

><..mii 1st time blogging nehx..don knw how nehx..so hope u all can guide mii k~so ima juz tell u wat gonna happen today.. 2day exam kan diao hard lo Y.Y... thx god got ah mei and bao ying help mii~lurb dem 2 s0 muchiex lo~ haha ><..we can see alot of people also cheating juz now~folak folak~ 2day so du lan chou ah mei take my RM10 =.=!!den she run away jor...haix haix..
den we decided to go and eat..at 1st we go jj house..lol his ah po giv mii eat sweeet~~nice nice~
den we rake up our mind and decide wer to eat...at last..tay,edmund and nard go back school..
mii ray and JJ eat at wantanmee shop(don knw wat name pai seh..)..i dint eat..so hungry T.T!!
after we eat i saw jieren which make my anger boil o0o...so i was in a bad mood..
then we go to ewave~~roderick,yong qing and his other fren ask us to fight wid them dota~~
we hesitated but we still fight..it was the best round ever for the whole day!!
haha nard viper cant farm...tay rhasta kena mii ks wakakaka..mii is the QQ veno lurhx~~
last result~~killsss 22!!!death 3 =.=..wakakaka!!after dat we decided to go home lo..sienx le lo..
i reach home..so tired..so hungry..yet eppi~~hehe QQ veno FTW!!so i ate my lunch..do dis blog..
and go sleeep haha...dream dao so song bout "some1" den circuit putus..bcome pitch black..
DIAO!!ok lo..now i nid stop jor..nid eat ad..mami niao niao niao ad =.=..tata~~~~

♥..Br0k3n h3aR†..♥

im juz so curious..
why can she say her feeling easily gone..
why can she break on wat she promise..
why can she juz walk away like that..

im sad..
because shes not theres by my side anymore..
because she lie to mii..
because I CANT LET HER GO!!

im happy..
because of dis freedom i never had before..
because of the caring my fren gave..
because of them that are beside mii now..

I rly don knw hw to mend my heart...nor anybody knw to...i nid her for it..if shes unwilling...i will wait for time to cure it...i don hate her for leavin mii..i hate her for not givin mii a chance to love her anymore...theres nothing i can say anymore...theres no way back..theres no place for regret..the only thing i must go on...i may dissapointed many of u..i promise u all..i will move on now..i will forget her now...

P.S : dis is a piece of the feeling in my mind..im juz lettin off my grievance and anguish here..so any1 out there who are unhappy with it...any1 out there who are not contented with it...i kindly ask u to FxCK OFF!!sankyuu...hope u all hav a nice day..